delayed care

A routine checkup is a breeze. It's when you are actually concerned about persistent symptoms that you become uneasy. I am both looking forward to the visit and terrified that something serious may be found. 

How many people go in with a three page list of symptoms and how their concerns unfolded over the pandemic? I can't delay care any longer, as much as I'd like to just blow it off. 

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